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I deserve it

So by the looks of things I'm caught a whats coming to me disease. I have an uncommon upper urinary tract infection caused most likely from the catheter they put in when I OD'd myself into a coma. Can't bitch too much, I had to know bad things were going to happen there.

I'm feeling down again and am hurting myself. I'm not resetting the counter because I don't want to wade through the code right now but I cut at 9:18 this morning.

I just realized that I am going to have to spend 5 hours with only a student and me. A student that doesn't work, in a silent room, with nothing to do but think. And when I realized this my first thought was that I can bring my razor. I was thinking to myself earlier today that I have the thing under control because I only cut ten times. I hope I'm not the only one who sees the humor in this.

11:26 p.m. - 09-10-09
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