damik's Diaryland
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vast improvement
I thrive on technicallities. That's what gets me through the night. I'm not going to reset my counter. It says I haven't cut myself, so last night I didn't cut. I sat in the rain striking matches and pressing them against my skin.
I feel like reckless abandon right now, so I'll say it with out fear of who's reading.
I am high right now.
Took a couple of my loopy prescription drugs, took a few of my other loopy perscription drugs, and if I didn't have to be to work tomorrow, I would have chased them with a wine cooler.
I needed to feel something other then I'm feeling. And I'll tell you loopy, disconnected, and drugged is an improvement.
11:49 p.m. - 09-18-02
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