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mel - 2002-04-19 00:22:11
So I read your diary for the first time a couple days ago. I put it on my little list. I noticed that u are from SLC. Me too. Any way I was feeling kinda like you last night. I really only have one friend that I can tell anything to. Even she can be a controlling bitch a lot of the time. Nobody really knows the real me and they don't take the time to care. Nobody seriously does know. It is so fuckin weird. But I can only be my true self when i am alone. It's really fuckin bad. It's hard to because like u said, people can say that they care, but how much do they really. R any of them there when I feel like its time for the end. No, they are not. Whatever. Well, I hope u write me back. i'll keep readin'.
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Jennie - 2002-04-20 00:21:15
Hey, I just wanted to say that I know what you mean...life hurts. Everything about it hurts like hell, no matter what you do. I keep feeling like I'm lost and then I smile and laugh with my friends at school, but when I go home I cry myself to sleep. I want a real friend too and I want you to know that I feel your pain. I know that I am a complete stranger and that people can say whatever they want when it's over the internet, but everything that I am saying is true and that is why I had to respond to your entry, by saying "I know what u mean, I feel ya all the way..." And yet, it never goes away, does it? No. Wish it did though, huh...yeah, that'd be nice.
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