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Sarah - 2002-05-16 23:46:43
People keep telling me I should go back to my psychiatrist and ask to be put on different medication. That certain drugs have certain effects (sp?) on people. I was put on Prozac and after 5 months I flushed it all down the toilet and stopped seeing my psychiatrist. The prozac made me feel... fake. I felt like I had no emotions. It took away the pain... but it also took away my sense of humor, my happiness... I felt fake, hollow. I missed crying, I missed feeling guilty. Everyone I talk to tells me to try something else, Zoloft, Paxil, whatever, they also tell me I didn't give it enough time... but I am afraid. I don't want to be fake, I don't want to be just a shell, with nothing inside. I don't want me to disappear.
Sorry. I just wanted to let you know, your not alone
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