damik's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I Never Wanted You I never wanted you, I never wanted this. In fact I had hoped I'd be able to fight to keep you out of my life. But once again I welcome you, I agressavily seek you out. You're cold and uncaring and yet somehow I still believe that you help me. I hold you in my clenched fist. I feel your sharp edge, I run it lightly across my arm, and imagine how it will be. Then, almost without thinking, I press a little harder. Through my tears I watch the line of blood that follows. 12:29 p.m. - 07-11-2001 -----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
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