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I can handle being alone, as long as someone else is there.
Its the first time I've called and nobody's been there for me. It's lonelier then I thought. I know if I called Trevor he would be there for me. But that would be using him and that would be unfair. How many men can I be unfair to at the same time?
I'm not just now realizing that I've lost something great, I've known sence I left. But I am just realizing how selfish I am for leaving because it's not great enough. How neive I am to believe I could find something better.
Or thats just the lonliness talking. I'm going to just go to sleep now. Tomorrow I get the internet. Things always look better with internet.
10:40 p.m. - 03-06-03
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