damik's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I won't give up Trevor doesn't believe in me. He doesn't think I'll actually go through with the marathon. I pushed back starting because I wanted the marathon date to correlate with the marathon date on my training schedule. Almost, if I really wanted it to correlate, I would start on Sunday, but I want the break from running to be on Saturday, so I have to start on Monday for that to happen. And I really don't care that I'm babbling, I like to babble. It's fun. But back to my point, Trevor takes this as further proof that I'm a flake and I'm not going to do it. I'm trying to focus on the mentality that I'm going to prove him wrong. That I know that I can do it, that I'm dedicated in doing it, and that's all that really matters. I'm trying. But it's not all that really matters. I need his support, I need him to believe that I can too. 11:00 p.m. - 02-20-02 -----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
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