damik's Diaryland Diary

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I love Trevor

We decided to name him Benny. I always wanted to name my next hedgehog Benny, but I never got another one after Gus. I wouldn't have wanted to replace him anyway. I keep having to delete letters that Benny has so helpfully added to this entry.

Trevor isn�t bad, I know I have been ragging on him for awhile, but he has his wonderful points. He knows I'm somewhat of a slob, and so he makes a point of cleaning house himself and he doesn't get irritated for my not upholding my half of the workload. He has put up with my bringing home every stray I happen to find. Well the last three anyway. And I have to say, if he were writing from his point of view, I would come off as a bitch. There have been times when I have just yelled at him something fierce, and for no reason. Just because I had lost my emotions at the time.

I know that he should be more sympathetic to the intimate issue, he knew I was damaged goods when we got into the relationship, but its something I want to work on too. It was suggested to me in my guest book that I should write down my fantasies. I have to admit though I don't seem to have sexual fantasies. Actually I guess its not entirely true, I have fancied the idea of a bathtub and candle light. A romantic hotel room. Something to that extent.

I have to admit, though I bitch and moan about him, on the days we actually get to spend with each other, which right now are few and far between, I am so glad we are together.

1:01 a.m. - 05-30-2001
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