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Dare to Dream and Make Your Dreams Come True

Well I called the job and gave my resignation, there is no turning back now.
Though there are choices I can still agonize on:
Should I go to school this term or with draw?
Should I go to the pre-school like I'm planning?
Can I do both and still remain kind of stable?
Will I really be able to afford it, or I'm I digging a hole I can't get out of?
Will I fail again?
The last one hits the hardest, the last one is what keeps me up at night crying. I really want to believe in myself. Think that maybe I'm not really a failure all my life.
I just want to live up to my dreams not my expectations.

11:16 p.m. - 08-18-02
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