damik's Diaryland Diary

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I just don't even know any more

Last night I was a mess.
Steming from the fact that I tried on a pair of pants that rightfully should have been too big for me, but didn't seem to fit.
I'm driving myself crazy. Which is lucky that I got a few extra days off work next week. I'm realy happy about that. Trever and I are going to go to Lagoon. Ride the ride's until we puke. I hope we can find people to go with us. It's not as fun just the two of us.
I refrained from cutting myself though. The disire was overwhelming. I have so much I want to write about now, but I can't it's too raw. It would hurt to much. I wouldn't even know how to put it down in words.
I am at a loss for words, I hate that.

2:06 p.m. - 08-10-02
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