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It better be worth it in the end

I haven't had a minut to my self. For the last two days I haven't had enough time on the internet to do anything more then check my email. I haven't even been able to respond. Except for the occasional line or two apoligising and saying I don't have time to respond.
I'm probably going to be late because of this update.
This job is going to kill me if I don't get to it first.
Trevor is taking me to a baseball game tonight. He got tickets from some one. I'm not sure who. It's been like a life time since I've been to a baseball game. I don't know if I'll have as much fun. It's a whole different world when your eight. And I seem to remember that my favorite thing was the giant baseball bat my father bought me.
Trevor also promised me a date tomorrow. A wild and crazy night out. Well probably not wild and crazy, but a night out, none the less. Maybe that will be enough to let me wind down and not be a basket case for my other job on Saturday.
I have been a complete basket case. Sobbing uncontrolably. On edge. I'm not driving myself nuts, I'm already there.
And work beccons. My feet are killing me.

7:24 a.m. - 08-08-02
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