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What now?

I don't know what I am feeling. I keep going in cycles. I am afraid I can't make it on my own.

The break has turned into a break up. Were finished. The end of Trevor and I. I don't know what to do with myself. I feel lost. I was supposed to be leaving work today, I just sat in my car forever because I didn't know what to do. I sat a four way stop untill someone drove up behind me and honked. It was almost five minuts. I just froze. I didn't know how to go on.

I think I have made the bigges mistake of my life. I didn't want this.

I wanted to make it better. Not tear it apart and burn the peices.

Its all gone to hell.

11:11 p.m. - 06-19-2001
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