damik's Diaryland Diary
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Freaked Out
Do most people, at some point freak out about their age? Is it too early for me to be freaking out about mine? In exactly a month from now, I'll be twenty-one. I guess for awhile now I'm supposed to have been an adult. It scares me. I never wanted to, nor thought I would, reach adult-hood, and now that I'm on the cusp, I don't want to grow up. I think I can handle the steady progression of time, as long as I don't have to act my age.
I was in the store one time when the clerk called me a "lady", not that I'm not a lady by any means, but I hadn't been aware of my status change from girl to lady. The sales clerk noticed it, but I guess, I was in denial. Is childhod really behind me?
12:13am - 12-30-01
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older entries: When. I called when! - 11:27 p.m. , 10-07-13 Intrusive - 3:31 p.m. , 09-12-13 It isn't working today. - 2:21 p.m. , 09-09-13 Sleep, SI, Stress, and Pain, yeah, I hit them all. - 4:46 p.m. , 08-09-13 I hate this game. I don't want to play anymore. - 2:59 p.m. , 05-29-13 |
