damik's Diaryland Diary
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I don't think I can stay upright
I felt like collapsing on the floor at the supermarket. It feels like someone is crushing my heart. If I feel this bad imagine how he feels. I'm the one who's doing the leaving. He begged me to stay, for me to give him just one more chance.
I need to do this for me, even if I do collaps. I need to be strong for me.
I'm hating the country top 20 now. Damn love songs. That fuck'n song "You can't hide beautiful" makes me cry each time I hear it. Fuck I wish someone felt that way about me.
I keep moving further and further down. Curled up on the couch, then sitting on the floor then lying in the fetal position.
I don't think I can stay upright.
8:34 p.m. - 02-23-03
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older entries: When. I called when! - 11:27 p.m. , 10-07-13 Intrusive - 3:31 p.m. , 09-12-13 It isn't working today. - 2:21 p.m. , 09-09-13 Sleep, SI, Stress, and Pain, yeah, I hit them all. - 4:46 p.m. , 08-09-13 I hate this game. I don't want to play anymore. - 2:59 p.m. , 05-29-13 |
