damik's Diaryland Diary
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It doesn't really matter to anyone but me
I had this whole entry written out about my relationship, pointing fingers, making excuses, but I realized its pointless. I'm a bitch. I'm evil, I'm mean, and I'm slowly destroying him day by day. You know how one of the signs of depression is thinking that people would be better off if you were dead? Well....
I know that neither of us does it on porpus, but we lash out at eachother. We hurt one an other. I don't want to hurt him anymore, but I'm such a bitch, I'm so mean, hurtful. I'm not a good person. Good people don't snap at the people ther supposed to love for no good reason. I lash out at the wrong person. It should be me I'm hurting. I deserve this not him.
2:10 p.m. - 09-27-01
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older entries: When. I called when! - 11:27 p.m. , 10-07-13 Intrusive - 3:31 p.m. , 09-12-13 It isn't working today. - 2:21 p.m. , 09-09-13 Sleep, SI, Stress, and Pain, yeah, I hit them all. - 4:46 p.m. , 08-09-13 I hate this game. I don't want to play anymore. - 2:59 p.m. , 05-29-13 |
