damik's Diaryland Diary

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How odd

Well that was an odd encounter.
I hooked up with a guy from the internet, who didn't turn out to be some serial killer, damnit.
When I found out he wasn't going to try and kill me I did the usual to try and run him off. He's into psycho chicks. He thinks they are hot. He thinks they are better in bed. He seems pretty psycho himself. I can tell he gets off hurting other women, when they get off being hurt.
Now I don't get aroused by pain, pain is a coping method. If pain was going to be reintroduced into my sex life, I would have to teach myself to have a perminate vacation. And I think he was dissapointed that I felt that way. He wanted me to want to hurt him.
So I was thinking of cutting a gash into my leg for each guy I've fucked sence Trevor. That should be pretty.
But next time I meet someone from the net I'm going to make damn sure he's going to kill me before I meet him.

5:25 a.m. - 04-26-03
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