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At Odds.

Well today was a nicer roller costar ride. Ups and downs abound. Like I mentioned yesterday, we have fallen behind on our bills, I pointed out that we had to pay more then my boyfriend thought we did he snaps starts yelling at me and calling me a bitch. I did a good time holding myself in check though. I kept reminding myself of something I had seen on 'Oprah' last week. Something to the reasoning that I didn't get in this relationship to hurt him so I didn't stoop to retaliation. He left with out an apology when he got back he still didn't say he was sorry. I had to beg him to and when he did I felt empty and unfulfilled.

At work I had a great day, but when I got back home he started making comments about how I don't do anything to help around the house. His most current battle cry. He'll say the house is trashed when there is only a lone soda can left out. Not dirty, not messy the house is trashed. And again he left after ripping in to me. Leaving me again to feel awful. I don't know what I did to deserve him treating me this way, but I hope he sees what he's doing soon.

12:07 a.m. - 04-25-2001
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