damik's Diaryland Diary
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I can't.
I am on the road again. I can't even drag myself out of the bed in the morning. I don't even want to do anything. I hate feeling like this. I hate that I cut myself again. It sucks.
I was so excited. I wanted to be a part of the 'Team in Training' for the Leukemia & Lymphoma Society. I got so excited to be a part of it. I really wanted to run the marathon. I really wanted to do it. I even started to think that maybe I could raise the $3400.00 min. to particapate. But I won't be able to. I won't get the chance because I couldn't raise the registration money by the deadline. I'm so disapointed. But it really is my fault, I should budget my money better. The stinging of disapointment. I should learn not to get my hopes up.
9:43 p.m. - 07-12-2001
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older entries: When. I called when! - 11:27 p.m. , 10-07-13 Intrusive - 3:31 p.m. , 09-12-13 It isn't working today. - 2:21 p.m. , 09-09-13 Sleep, SI, Stress, and Pain, yeah, I hit them all. - 4:46 p.m. , 08-09-13 I hate this game. I don't want to play anymore. - 2:59 p.m. , 05-29-13 |
