damik's Diaryland Diary
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I Never Wanted You
I never wanted you, I never wanted this. In fact I had hoped I'd be able to fight to keep you out of my life. But once again I welcome you, I agressavily seek you out. You're cold and uncaring and yet somehow I still believe that you help me. I hold you in my clenched fist. I feel your sharp edge, I run it lightly across my arm, and imagine how it will be. Then, almost without thinking, I press a little harder. Through my tears I watch the line of blood that follows.
12:29 p.m. - 07-11-2001
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older entries: When. I called when! - 11:27 p.m. , 10-07-13 Intrusive - 3:31 p.m. , 09-12-13 It isn't working today. - 2:21 p.m. , 09-09-13 Sleep, SI, Stress, and Pain, yeah, I hit them all. - 4:46 p.m. , 08-09-13 I hate this game. I don't want to play anymore. - 2:59 p.m. , 05-29-13 |
