damik's Diaryland Diary
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Just Time
At least I didn't do anything last night that I would regreat. I did nothing to hurt myself. Except my thoughts, because despite what people my think, thoughts can hurt you deeper then any razor can.
I know this might be hard for some people to understand, so, I'll first try to explain it:
Do you know why most relationships fail? Its bordome. People get sick of the same thing over and over again. I've been in a relationship for six years and yes, I'm starting to get board. We did spend two years apart. But still I consider that part of our relationship because even though I distanced myself from the actual phyical contact it was always there. After six years I have begun to wonder if there is somthing more. And so though you might not understand, I'm just time away from putting matches out on my arm.
10:43 a.m. - 07-21-2001
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older entries: When. I called when! - 11:27 p.m. , 10-07-13 Intrusive - 3:31 p.m. , 09-12-13 It isn't working today. - 2:21 p.m. , 09-09-13 Sleep, SI, Stress, and Pain, yeah, I hit them all. - 4:46 p.m. , 08-09-13 I hate this game. I don't want to play anymore. - 2:59 p.m. , 05-29-13 |
