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Why

We were going to do something today, but I had to go to work. But, we both plan to work real hard at making this relationship work. I have people messaging me asking why I still want to make it work. I know that we have both done some real mean things to each other, I know that we both have some probleams to work on, I know that it will never be perfect. A long time ago when I was young and idealistic, I would have left him, I would have left him after the first time he said one mean thing to me, the first time he hit me. But I know now that relationships aren't one sided. I know that I've reaped what I've sowed. That I got what I gave. I did things that hurt him, and he did things that hurt me back. I am now realistic enough to know not to expect perfection, but to strive for it. I know now that I have to do everything in my power to not hurt him if I am to have any right to expect him not to hurt me. In any sence of the word.

9:31 p.m. - 07-09-2001
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