damik's Diaryland Diary

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I'm on my own now.

I'm sorry that there has been so long of raido silence. I won't have internet untill after the seventh. But here is the situation:
I've moved out on my own. Tuesday was my first night in the new apartment. I didn't actully stay there. I crashed at a friends house. I couldn't bare it. Though I did spend last night there. It wasn't as hard as I thought. This morning though the cats were jumping to the door at each sound and finally I told them Trevor wasn't comming home. And it hit me hard. Not only was he not comming home, but it wasn't his home. Its mine. And I realize if its this hard for me, I can't even fathom how hard it is for him, I'm the one who did the leaving.
I have entries that I've written in little notebooks that I will update when I do get the internet. But what ever.
I can do this. I'm strong enough. I can do this.

9:41 a.m. - 02-27-03
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