damik's Diaryland Diary
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I'm still not worth it.
I think this should be one of thoes things that seem different with distance and time, but it's not. I still feel like I screwed everything up and I 'm an idiot.
I don't feel as though deserve good things. The idea of putting myself, my wants and needs first, I can't. I don't deserve it. Other people are so much more important then me.
I can't do this again. I need to give up and be strong.
I just want to curl up in a ball on the floor and watch the world go by. I will.
10:10 a.m. - 02-21-03
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older entries: When. I called when! - 11:27 p.m. , 10-07-13 Intrusive - 3:31 p.m. , 09-12-13 It isn't working today. - 2:21 p.m. , 09-09-13 Sleep, SI, Stress, and Pain, yeah, I hit them all. - 4:46 p.m. , 08-09-13 I hate this game. I don't want to play anymore. - 2:59 p.m. , 05-29-13 |
