damik's Diaryland Diary
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House of sticks.
It's all falling apart again. I don't want to struggle to keep my head above water anymore. I need to realize that I can't be everybody's everything and start focasing on myself for once. I wonder what the state of the apartment will be in when I get home. Am I being unujustly crule? Should I have gone home for him instead of gaining space for me? I do feel better, but if he truely feels worse was it really worth it?
Sadly, sadly the sun rose. Really what would I do with myself if I allowed myself to be first? If I allowed me to think of me?
11:35 p.m. - 03-21-03
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older entries: When. I called when! - 11:27 p.m. , 10-07-13 Intrusive - 3:31 p.m. , 09-12-13 It isn't working today. - 2:21 p.m. , 09-09-13 Sleep, SI, Stress, and Pain, yeah, I hit them all. - 4:46 p.m. , 08-09-13 I hate this game. I don't want to play anymore. - 2:59 p.m. , 05-29-13 |
