damik's Diaryland Diary

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Well, you know

To day was a fight free day. Well that isn't intairly true, this morning I worked hard to get off work an hour early, but Trevor didn't arrive until the time I'm off normally, so I was kind of irritated.
Well despite the previously mentioned lack of precautions, I'm not pregnuant!!!!!!! I swear next time I will be more cautious.
Have I mentioned I've pretty much screwed the pooch when it comes to school? I got so frusterated with my math and history class and just stoped doing the work, now I've dug my self such a hole I can't get out. I was already on academic probation, so I guess thats it. I feel like crying. This is why I don't try, if I didn't start, I would have never failed. I've known from the get go that I'm pretty much inept when it comes to school, why did I think it would be any different if I tried again?
So this is my life. Am I doomed to an existance where I start dreams I can never see through? Such wide eyed dreams, why did I ever think they were possiable.
I remember a story my grandmother always told. In it was I quote I will always remember. "Dare to dream, and make your dreams come true. The sky is the limit. It's conquerings up to you." I could go on and on quoting inspiration I wish I had, but I will leave you with this....I don't remember who wrote it, but I'm sure some one who reads this will and feel free to tell me -k-?....