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A bit complicated

Did something that I've never done in my life. Went to Victoria's Secret and bought me a bra. No, I've done that before, there is more. Despite my earlier statements about not getting any more I bought the matching panties. Then we get to what I haven't done. At Will's suggestion, well not even his suggestion really, he just showed interest, I bought the matching garter belt, too.
Now I have one item of actual lingerie and two pairs of p.j.�s that pretty much count, but I've never had anything that was this complicated, or, I don't know I've just never had lingerie like that. I think it took me longer to put it on then it did for us to actually... I think I can trail off here and leave the rest implied.
I felt so self-conscious; I didn't want to leave the bathroom. The way he looked at me when I did though, left no doubt that he truly does think I'm beautiful. It still amazes me though.
The look he gets in his eyes when we are together is incredible. I have never had a man look at me like that. His eyes are amazing to start with, but when he get that look, when he stares back at me, I just want to get lost. I want to gaze back at him 'till I cease to remember a time when I wasn't looking into those eyes.

7:53 a.m. - 06-03-03
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