damik's Diaryland Diary
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A Weighty Entry
Lately I've figured everything wrong in my life can be tied back to the fact that I'm overweight. And I mean everything. I'm depressed because I'm overweight. People don't respect me because I'm fat. Trevor's angry, I try to walk on eggshells around him, but I can't, I keep braking them, because I'm too fat.. I could go on.
I'm trying to come to the realization that I'm never going to be a slender, beautiful woman. I'm just going to be me, a chunky average girl. And I'm trying to think maybe that's not too bad. Plenty of people live happy ever after not being thin.
But I still have doubts, I still look in the mirror and hate who I see.
5:07 p.m. - 10-27-02
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older entries: When. I called when! - 11:27 p.m. , 10-07-13 Intrusive - 3:31 p.m. , 09-12-13 It isn't working today. - 2:21 p.m. , 09-09-13 Sleep, SI, Stress, and Pain, yeah, I hit them all. - 4:46 p.m. , 08-09-13 I hate this game. I don't want to play anymore. - 2:59 p.m. , 05-29-13 |
