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They're Not Kidding

Note to self:When they say they are going to turn off your phone for none payment. They are not kidding.
I would have updated but for some stupid reasons when your phone is disconnected you can't access the dial-up net service. A huge flaw I thing they aught to fix.
I didn't really have much to write about any way.
Trevor and I laid out some goals for us. To better our relationship and ourselves. I hope to be able to find some goal setting and achieving websites tomorrow.
I have this thing. I'm not really sure if it's a good thing... but whenever I get an idea into my head, I need to find websites to go with it. I feel poetic; I find many, many poetry websites. If I feel depressed, I look up depression on the net. I'm interested in running a marathon, not only do I look up races, but I investigate running strategies. I don't think I could go with out the net for too long. When I was staying with his family was longer then I think I can go.
I keep thinking that maybe I shouldn't work on the weekends anymore, every time I do I worry every time I do, I worry that maybe he won't be that faithful. I know I shouldn't. I have tried to not let my faith be shaken. But it's hard. I�m alone at night in work, and fearful thoughts fill my head.
Oh well, I don't think I want to dwell on it. I'm going to go and register for my marathon now.

2:58 p.m. - 03-16-02
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