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Thoughts on No Oral

I'm really starting to resent everybody at work. I spent most of staff meeting imagining the shear joy of beating Ass Suck the nappy troll's to a gory pulp.
Yah, I really think I am starting to have anger issues.
So on to other subjects. I've been asking around about the options I've decided on, at the piercing place I went to I talked to the counter girl who had a good deal of piercings herself. All the piercings cost the same so thats not a factor. She said that she had never gotten her belly pierced so she couldn't say about that but her nose ring hurt more and if she were to chose again she'd do her tongue again. The draw back is that you can't make out or have oral sex for like two weeks. With out that, I'm not sure Will and I will have any activities to do to gether.
My suggestion was to have my tongue pierced and get the cryotherepy that was suggested at the same time and he could go out and get the vasectomy so we can get all of the things that damper our sex life out of the way at the same time. Only have one onery, sexually frusterated month.
I am having the problem of starting to feel to grown up. I still have the wild oats to sow, I think. Yet, here I am being all responsable and shit. I think maybe I should be out experamenting and drinking myself blind. I'm 23 and I don't have good stories.
Once again I ponder my options, I think I will either backpack across Europe or have a lesbian experence.
Of course I'd invite Will along, on either, but he says he can't leave his job to go to Europe and he's too old for the hostals any way. (I think I have a year or two left, right?) So that leaves making the lesbian experence a threesome.
See I have to admit that I really am jelouse of the guy from work who's selling everything and moving to Porta Rico. I mean talk about childish ballsiness, he's got no plans, no job, nothing lined up, he's just moving out there. He says he plans on spending some time working in a dive getting into fights with men twice his size. He doesn't even speak the language, how great is that.
I'm afraid that I am basically who I'm going to be, and I never even had to leave home to find myself. Almost seems like a waste.

9:14 a.m. - 04-22-04
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