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I sure hope it doesn't look like I belong here

God I feel so fucking low rent. I went to one of thoes discount blowout type stores. Not the first time I've gone to one sence I moved out, but still. It makes me feel grungy going there. Even more so then Walmart makes me feel. I look around at how skeezy the other customers look and hope above hopes that I look like I don't belong there.
I know, I'm a snob. But comming from a world where I seldome if ever checked the price tag to one where I watch each dime, well it truely blows chunks. I'm struggeling to deal.
And yes I hate the way that makes me sound.
I was going to think about considering maybe looking into seeing about the idea of doing some freelance writing. I don't want to be told I'm not good enough, so I don't. And yes, I'm awair that my spelling is attrocious, but I would actully utlize that spell check thingy if I were to do that. I don't know its just an idea, I would like to get paid for another thing I love doing.

5:21 p.m. - 03-11-03
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