damik's Diaryland Diary
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I have dreams of breathing underwater. I'm swimming and the first breath I take is an accedent. I'm terrified I'm going to drown but then I realize I have renewed my lungs and I keep on swimming. I cut myself last night and again today. It didn't get me past the moment, I can't see anything getting me past this moment. Save a plastic bag, nylons and a sleeping pill. All I'd need to get was the sleeping pill. I'm going to cut some more and go back to bed, its obvious I can't be trusted with myself.
10:44 a.m. - 10-03-03
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older entries: When. I called when! - 11:27 p.m. , 10-07-13 Intrusive - 3:31 p.m. , 09-12-13 It isn't working today. - 2:21 p.m. , 09-09-13 Sleep, SI, Stress, and Pain, yeah, I hit them all. - 4:46 p.m. , 08-09-13 I hate this game. I don't want to play anymore. - 2:59 p.m. , 05-29-13 |
