damik's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Starting over again, again I think 0 hurts a lot more because I got this far, because I went this long. So right now I have one cut across my arm. And I don't want to cut anymore but I don't want to hurt this deaply. And I can't have both. So I will cut some more. And I will hate myself for it. But not till tomorrow. I feel so lonely and so wrong. I hate myself already, but not for anything I've done to myself. I try to hold myself together. Five more cuts and then I'll talk to him. I'll be a bitch and I'll wake him up and I'll talk to him. Just a few comforting words to pep me up before I do this. 10:16 p.m. - 04-15-05 -----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
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