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A Cautionary Tale
For almost a year now I have bitched on Dland about my lack of sexual desire. I have searched for meaning, made excuses, and had many a fight with Trevor on the issue. I searched for reasons. While I could find many valad reasons, they all seemed hollow and unreal. But the answers came to me in the form of an email. I don't discuss my private life much with my family, but my step-mom knew that I had been taking Depo-Provera and she sent me this artical. There is a qoute at the end of the artical that pretty much sums up what I've felt:
"Of course I ended up having sex, but I hated it every time, and I felt resentful, like it was some weird sacrifice. Then I was okay with having sex, but didn't enjoy it. And it has been really reassuring to know my body came back, and now I'm feeling, okay, I want to have sex now." I feel like my libido is comming back, I feel much better about sex. I hope that it has now become a non-issue. But I strongly warn anyone considering Depo to look at other methods and consider Depo as the verry last resort. After celebacy because that's what it causes.
2:09 p.m. - 02-04-02
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