damik's Diaryland Diary
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First sludge of winter
Its days like today that makes you want to have a cute, warm, cozy place to curl up in. I don't have that. Instead I sit in the dark. It feels so heavy. This weather, it sits on you crushing your chest and making it hard to breath. I sit and laugh at how melowdramatic I am. Its how I fucken feel. I know its stupid. Yesterday I could totally understand how one could get so involved in drugs or alchoal because I would have tried anything to not feel the way I felt. Today I want to self destruct so I have a reason to feel the way I feel.
3:09 p.m. - 10-30-03
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older entries: When. I called when! - 11:27 p.m. , 10-07-13 Intrusive - 3:31 p.m. , 09-12-13 It isn't working today. - 2:21 p.m. , 09-09-13 Sleep, SI, Stress, and Pain, yeah, I hit them all. - 4:46 p.m. , 08-09-13 I hate this game. I don't want to play anymore. - 2:59 p.m. , 05-29-13 |
