damik's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- When Cutting isn't Enough I have been entertaing thoughts of doing something besides cutting. There are so many other ways to hurt ones self. I want to burn myself. Oh, I was cooking and I accidently burned my ________. The pain from that lasts so much longer then some dumb superficial cut ever could. There is more. I have a drawer full of diet pills I could mix and match. The long term affects of them are staggering. I could damage myself for the rest of my life, not just for a week. I've considered starvation, but I'm not that disaplined, but I could very well start throwing up again. So many options come to my mind. 12:24 a.m. - 07-19-2001 -----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
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