damik's Diaryland Diary

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Believe in Me?

One evening a grandpa told his grandson about a battle that was going on inside himself.

He said, "My son, it is between 2 wolves."

"One is evil: Anger, envy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority and ego...

The other is good: Joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion and faith..."

The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather, "Which wolf wins?"

The old man simply replied, "The one I feed."

I'm having a sever lack of motivation lately. I think it's because I don't have anything really to do with my day, but that shouldn't stop me from finding something to do. Instead, I do nothing all day. Waste too many hours on the T.V. and computer. I've put in applications for a handful of jobs, but haven't heard anything.
I still haven't found anything yet.
I think when I go back to school I'm going to try to become a LCSW.
Now I just need to learn to believe I can succeed.
I am envious of the people who will not accept failure in themselves. Why can't I be that kinda person?
I've been skipping my optional fields lately, I'm going to try to get back into the habit of writing them.

12:18 a.m. - 06-26-02
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