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Horseshoes

"Your close to being my girlfriend, so its my job."
Yah, like I'm not going to play that tape over and over in my mind, at least until "close to being" is changed.
Woke up at four something all nervey about this appointment today, tossed and turned 'till five by which I had wound myself up so much I could have gone out and ran five miles. I decided to quietly gather my things and leave because I really wasn't being fair to Will, he has work in the morning, I kept him up untill after one, he didn't need me inturrupting his sleep any more. I failed, woke him before I even got my pants.
In a testament to how sweet he is he got up and talked to me, he knew the words I needed to hear and he held me silently when there weren't any. He didn't complain as I chattered on with my nervous energy, even when it had nothing to do with what I was nervous about.
As I apoligised and thanked him, he said it. Close o being my girlfrined. I like it. Its cute. It smacks of the level of indecesion I'm comfortable with. Like negotiations are still in the works.
We sat last night snuggeling on his love seat, each wondering to ourselves how we got so lucky. And I had to chuckle because it so tipically me, and I found some one who thinks the same way.

7:56 a.m. - 05-05-03
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