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January Misanthropic

January misanthropic topic:
"To live is to suffer, to survive is to find meaning in the suffering"

Oh, this is a good topic, I could almost make it my motto, except I haven't found meaning in the suffering yet. Who ever thought up the concept of life should be shot. Really I have gone back to a time when I hate life.
I wonder does that make the search for meaning the journey? I think I need a journey. I want to write my life like a book. I want to set out the story line the climax and all. I want a happy ending. I guess the problem with making that qoute my motto, is I don't just want to survive, I want to live, I want to relish life. I want to embrace it with all my soul. But all I do is survive, I'm not sure I'm capable of embrasing life. I'm not sure I can really live.
I have no doubt that suffering has meaning. I just think that there aught to be a better way to get the meaning across.
I feel like this is a scattered silly response, but I don't have a better one. To live is to suffer. Who ever said that has a keen grasp on the obvious.

10:19 p.m. - 01-31-02
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