damik's Diaryland Diary
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Just fuck'n friends
So thats how the "being friends" think will work, I'll call to talk and he'll come over and we'll fuck. Not exactly what I had in mind. For one I don't really want to be with him. I just didn't want to be lonely. Just because he fills my- It doesn't mean he'll fill the void.
Fuck, I need to explore the void, I need to experence the void. There is nothing to be said about meaningless sex. So I won't call him I will learn to stand on my own.
And maybe I'll figure out what the hell kind of bear claw I'm eating--
And it would suck to ruin something that could become something good with something that will never be.
8:14 p.m. - 03-04-03
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older entries: When. I called when! - 11:27 p.m. , 10-07-13 Intrusive - 3:31 p.m. , 09-12-13 It isn't working today. - 2:21 p.m. , 09-09-13 Sleep, SI, Stress, and Pain, yeah, I hit them all. - 4:46 p.m. , 08-09-13 I hate this game. I don't want to play anymore. - 2:59 p.m. , 05-29-13 |
