damik's Diaryland Diary
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Grown up and all that shit
I get afraid somethime that I've lost a big part of myself not being slit-your-wrists depressed any more. It was such a big part of me for so long now. I get up in the morning sincerely glad to face he day, I'm enjoying my job, I'm joking and having fun. It's great, and yet I worry that it makes me less intresting, or something silly like that. It's a bizzare compulsion. Can't I be happy being happy?
On another note, I got called ma'am today. How freaky-scary is that. I'm just too young to be a ma'am. Whatever happened to Ms.? I'm going to be 22 at the end of this month. I can't believe it. 22. Wow.
7:06 p.m. - 01-08-03
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older entries: When. I called when! - 11:27 p.m. , 10-07-13 Intrusive - 3:31 p.m. , 09-12-13 It isn't working today. - 2:21 p.m. , 09-09-13 Sleep, SI, Stress, and Pain, yeah, I hit them all. - 4:46 p.m. , 08-09-13 I hate this game. I don't want to play anymore. - 2:59 p.m. , 05-29-13 |
