damik's Diaryland Diary

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It gets worse

I got a message the other day from one of my readers reminding me that it's a good thing that I'm enjoying the little things now, but unfourtnatly it's worse then that. I'm enjoying the stupid things too. I have found the abillity to amuse myself to no end with the dumbest things imagineable. I keep making the pathetic jokes and laughing histarically. Strangers and friends give me the "what the hell is wrong with you, girl" look. And I'm like don't mind me I'm just laughing at my incredablly lame ass joke. It's sad really, and I often have to assure people that yes, I'm still sober and no, I'm not high... Unless Prozac makes you high.
I think I'm becoming psycotic, though. It hasn't snowed here much, the only two times it really has were when I was out of town. Now this was an actual thought, not a joke or anything like that this floated in somehow, and it took me a moment to go what the hell am I on? I actually thought, maybe I should stop taking my meds so it will start snowing again.

10:32 a.m. - 01-10-03
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