damik's Diaryland Diary

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Scale Bad, Chubby Good

I am trying to avoid the impulse to jump on the scale and see if my training has helped me lose any weight. I have to keep reminding myself that weight loss is not the ultimate goal, if I do lose weight it is a bonus... But I'm tempted. I want to just jump on and see you know. I wish we did live in a world where weight didn't matter.
I got me an mp3 player, it made my work out so much better. I'm worried though, I haven't gotten the conformation letter from the marathon people yet, I was supposed to get it two weeks after mailing in my entry... What could be the hold up?
Trevor and I are going to work on it, I know we always say that and then it seems to fall apart. I'm going to work on not over-reacting, I know that contributes the most to the problem. I wish my parents had had a more successful relationship, so I could see how they work. Maybe that would have made a difference... I don't know.

9:23 p.m. - 04-15-02
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