damik's Diaryland Diary

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Now where is my troubleshooting guide?

Word for the day is "Huh?" and it appears I'm going to be using it a lot.
You know, I think Jello is like the coolest thing ever invented.
Go to the doctor he tells me. That was my first inclination when I woke up this morning and realized how bad it had actully gotten. I struggle with the idea because what if there is nothing they can do for me. Then it will be a waste of my time. Or what if I'm over reacting? Then I would be wasting their time. Which in my mind is a bigger sin, there time is more valuable then mine is. Plus I don't want to be a baby, going in, whaaa whaaa, my ear hurts. My equiliberiam is off and I think its going to explode. I'm indulging the whiney, pathetic side of me again. I should be capable of fixing this myself.
Yes, I know, I'm not, and its never going to happen. Still, I shoud be able to fix it myself. I should be able to go to B&N and pick up some manual and learn what I need to do to fix an ear ache. We can do it for cars, we can do it for computers, we should be able to do it for people. I hate this relying on professionals bullshit. Never mind that people are not computers or cars, that just means we should have developed this a lot sooner. Yet another sign we have our prioraties skewed.

7:50 a.m. - 05-22-03
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