damik's Diaryland Diary

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Feeling good, Feeling fine

I've been feeling better gradually. I even had more energy today. I don't know if it's was because I took some sleeping pills last night and got some good sleep or what, but I didn't take a nap today. It's good because I never wanted to be the kind of person who naps anyhow. Not to sound in any way condesending to thoes who take naps, I just didn't want to be that kind of person. I just sound dumb.
Now I have to work on going to the gym regularly and eating good for me foods. Seeing as though I have been struggling with that for ever now, I don't forsee not working on it anytime soon.
But the thing of most note is that I don't feel bad physically or emotionally. I can again see the light, or some shit like that. Trevor is on graves lately, trying to keep the store up after the remodle. Usually when he works graves I get so lonely I just about go out of my mind. But left to my own devices today, I was just fine. Now mind you I love it when he's home, he's so sweet, and I can't help but realize how lucky I am to have him in my life. Yah, I know I bitch about him more then I aught to, I need to take the time more to express how I feel when I'm not in a bad mood.
I've decided that cleavage is a bad thing. I've gotten myself a few shirts that are low-cut in the front, the problem with that is stuff going down into the front. I was playing with Oz and some of the saw dust fell into my bra, gramcookie crumbs and cinamon sugar, Trever practicing his free throughs with M&M's, you name it, cleavage is a pain in the ass.
I just finished the third book of Harry Potter for like the sixth or seventh time, today it took me less then an afternoon. And I couldn't help but thinking how sad it is that the actor who played Dumbledore passed on.

10:50 p.m. - 10-29-02
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